generational aura loss

30/01/26 - 20:01

i face planted infront of a 200+* person lecture

i'm a pretty socially anxious bird and i feel like this is the type of thing that would make genuinely consider disturbing the peace but surprisingly, um, well i haven't

maybe it's because *the lecture wasn't quite full yet. it's probably because i didn't really do anything wrong. like sure i could've tied my laces a bit more neatly or walked a bit more carefully but ultimately i just got unlucky and mistakes happen. maybe i just got fucking brain damage

the lecturer asked if i was ok and tried to console me and i feel bad because i didn't really acknowledge her at all because i was too dazed and busy laughing

i'm really lucky i didn't break my nose (at least i think i didn't) or dislocate my knee or anyhting else

i feel like this is the kinda thing that should go in a mini-blog but i don't have one (yet???)