locking in (hopefully)

24/02/26 - 10:56

my mental health has been in the shitter this month.

i can count the number of lectures i've been to in the last 2 weeks on one wing (fun fact: crows have 5* feather fingers on the ends of their wings called pinions)

last week monday, i was feeling kinda good and went to all but 1 lecture but apparently someone out there doesn't want me happy so when i got home, my laptop died. an important file (win32k.sys) seems to have corrupted and so it's going to be a bit of a pain to solve. none of my godot files are backed up at all so there's a non-zero chance that all my games are unrecoverable, but i'm just not allowing myself for thinking too much about that.

i didn't go into any lectures yesterday (monday) but i did do like 5 hours of work on a project due the same day (i've honestly forgotten how good it feels to be productive TwT). it's kinda funny because it was a game dev project and i was so excited and motivated for it and it went for it yet i still kinda shit the bed with it but at least i got it done. it was also a group project so sorry to my group mates

i woke up to my alarm today and didn't just go straight back to sleep which hasn't happened. i'm feeling pretty good but that may or may not change after the test at 3 that, probably goes without saying at this point, i have not studied for :/

- crow

P.S.

no miis for this post because i'm on a library pc

*it's a bit iffy; 5 pinions (i think) but more feathers that could reasonably be called "feather fingers"